you might find this an interesting read
Journalism, too, encourages just this kind of certainty. Facts, assessed and checked. Liars exposed, truth-tellers elevated. Good guys and bad guys. The satisfaction of firm conclusions, of nuance erased, of reality tamed. In my younger years, I was driven to the ends of my own sanity by the desire for this form of truth — an unthreatening, finished article that is cauterized and stitched and does not bleed. Does she love me? Is she faithful? Will she love me next week? Next year? Did she love him more? Does she desire him more? Will we stay in love for ever?
https://medium.com/matter/the-itch-nobody-can-scratch-4d980e3ac519
I'm thinking about buying the book:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1468308181/ref=as_li_ss_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=390957&creativeASIN=1468308181&linkCode=as2&tag=m0eb2-20