I've cheated the Grim Reaper a couple of times in the last 6 months, and a big part of me believes I can wrap it up, that I've pretty well done who and what I've wanted. I'm finished as a constructive entity on this planet. I SHOULD be more willing to head off to the Final Sleep. AND, there's something that gets in the way of that.

I'm curious. I keep wondering what's going to happen next. I just can't give that up. I want to see what Hillary does, if Hillary gets indicted over the email thing and has to drop out, what Trump does. I'd like to see the US of A come up with a space program that isn't just bullshit, I'd like to leave things in better shape than they are.

Checking out isn't psychically as easy as I think it should be.