I am sure that Justin would be unsurprised to learn you are still consistently wrong...
Seriously, dude, how do you manage to be wrong 100% of the time?
Do you ever stop and think what you could have done with your life if you had sought treatment, and tried to educate yourself? Instead, you have spent 2 decades doing... whatever the hell this is...
Your family must be so proud...
If this is 'Flowers for Algernon', then you are the 'Charlie' at the beginning and end of the book... skipping the middle part entirely.