Actually, it's worse because it's "our" country that could disintegrate.
I'll say it again, I was wrong to vote for Trump the first time. I simply didn't like Hillary or what she stood for, so I went the way of "the lesser of two evils". I thought maybe a businessman could at least turn us in the direction of a balanced budget. I thought his handlers would show him the ropes and reign him in when it was needed. I wanted an end to illegal immigration and although the wall seemed like a pipe dream, at least the sentiment was there.
I was comfortable with him stacking the supreme court. All 3 of his nominees pledge to uphold roe v wade and I felt they could roll-back what I consider over-reaches by the EPA. I was aghast to see roe v wade fall. The big lie which continues today opened my eyes to my mistake, and on Jan 6 my head was in my hands.