Oh, no problem.
We all have to work with the choices we've made.
Maybe I'd have done better in some corporate cubicle, but I've seen way too many corporate cubicle types lose their jobs and incomes too, and when they don't have the "I can create my own job" mindset, I think it might actually be harder on them than it is on me. Who knows?
The older we get, the more numerous the roads we decided not to travel. I've always done best by keeping my eyes on the road ahead.