Keep repeating that to yourself.......
And others. Write it, post it. Hope it will convince others. Frankly you're only trying to convince yourself.
You seem to have an attitude that precludes any real investigation, because if you have looked at the evidence presented by scientists and the military, you would know something out there is totally unexplainable and certainly more powerful than us.
My next insight would be that you are agnostic AND in denial (close minded). This doesn't really bother me. Just thought I'd point it out.
I've met people like you before, and I know arguing with you is a complete waste of time.
Keep your reality, but get ready for a shift soon.