Psst.......
"Stumbled through life without a clue"?
You must be kidding.
I have a high IQ, two great adult children, a good job, a developing personal business, financial security, a nice home and sports car, incredible health, and many friends who are well established in life that would do anything for me. If i didn't have a clue, and I was stumbling; I couldn't have achieved what I have.
Go shave what's left of your hair and get back to your porn sites.........joker.