in my early twenties, I truly did not see how thin I was...93 lbs.

I was going great guns with a weight reduction plan when something went drastically wrong. I weighed 114 then...and was eating healthy.

I think I got scared of not being able to stay thin...and my bizarre eating habits kicked in. I am very realistic now about my body image...but I STILL struggle with the "yeah but loosing just 20 more pounds would be perfect." Maintainence of weight has always been a slippery slope for me. It has always been easier to just stop eating, altogether....I fight that now. Food has always been the enemy for me.