Read Camus.
Might be a taste of understanding some things in a context other than US consumerism, which with its emphasis on material matters isn't a particularly good guide to spirituality. (Spirituality is much more than and different from organized religion, another quaint reality missed by much of organized religion.)
Not saying either is "right", just that there are other ways to see things, including our own lives. It's "both - and", really.
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