Re: Before asking if God exists one must define God.
I certainly don't mean to blow you off. There are several things you said I understand, and some I don't.
I understand we are where we need to be. I don't know what it means to learn from the very beginning. Of what?
I don't understand that God and the myths that surround him are what inspires us to look past our egos and into our true selves. What does "God" have to do with it?
One may as well say it is as it should be because it is that way. I agree.
But that this mythology shall pass and the answers come of our own freewill is also beyond me.
I suspect you have read some excellent literature and are in the process of integrating it, but the connective tissue hasn't fully developed. Yet.