Give us something specific
Lindy, it seems to me that every time you post a link to some specific information and that info is debunked by someone, you claim to have posted the link for info purposes only and plead lack of knowledge in the subject matter.
When you speak in generalities, you refer to years of reading and study of the subject matter.
I have a close friend that believes very much as you do (including contrails) and he is equally unable to defend his positions beyond quoting obscure references from the lunatic fringe and short wave radio broadcasts.