re: Thanks.
You're just stressed because of your job thingy.
Start thinking outside the box and offer your services in other venues.
Become a freelance agent.
You have an excellent resume and might be able to work for some boating company or writing pieces on yacht sales. Get creative.
Don't you have credentials as a cartographer?
I'm sure there are many companies who could use your services.
Sometimes major life challenges offer something BETTER.
Actually 60 is a milestone and I wish you well.
PS Happy Birthday!