You seem to be a seriously disturbed person...
You have had your posts deleted because you are pushing the limits of decency. I would be shocked if anyone that has seen your insane behavior would EVER talk to you for one of your 'stories'. I know I certainly wouldn't.
You are only hurting yourself by behaving in this fashion. I have talked to several journalists here and elsewhere- I find it hard to believe you are a journalist.
It is odd that someone that reports on space science would work so hard to make enemies of those that do the work in that area. You have made another enemy- at some point that may come back to bite you...