Are you and I the only smokers left here
there used to be several more.
I had quit for 2 years and started back when I thought my baby daughter had a brain tumor. We find many excuses for weakness.
I feel like I have beaten the health hazard of smoking, at least to my own satisfaction. I haven't beaten the nastiness of the habit or the outrageous expense, or the potential health hazard to those around me.
It is a peculiar habit. I may still give it up. Once I decide something I am good at the fight. I had it beat and then pulled defeat from the jaws of victory for a stupid reason
