I just have to point this out
your psychotic internet persona has stiffled much of the sympathy that you seem to expect. You are not a well-liked or well-respected character here.
Outside Lindy, SDAI and yourself, most people seem to be very sympathetic and encouraging. Even old ghosts have come out of the wood work to comment.
Besides the fact- like and respect should mean little or nothing here. How this community is handled and moderated should be even and fair and not some sort of childish popularity contest.
Davin L.