I realize this is Flame, but weren't you told to go away?
It takes a real lack of self-regard and esteem to hang around where you really aren't wanted, respected or trusted by what has seemed to be a larger majority of the folks.
You can't be that lonely. Start yer own board. Moderate to your hearts' content. The way you'd like to. Hang out with friends.
It'll do you good. And the rest of us, too. A favor to everyone. Even I would respect you for it.
Arf