I grow weary of humans...and mother nature is what I seek anymore.

It sounds as if your new home is an oasis. At this point in your life you deserve it. It is as good as it gets.

I don't know if a relationship with someone would be worth the price...it seems something gets lost in the *translation* when one introduces another into our reality. Could they even remotely get what we singularly receive from the beauty of mother nature ?

She nurtures our soul in a way that no human can.

Maybe we are meant to be solitary. Our relationship with nature never lets us down. She is the higher power....and I for one relinquish control with open arms.

After I visit Eri...I would very much enjoy savoring a moment in time with you and your surroundings.