Running scared
I forget how old you said you were. Near 70 now?
So your hardbody was at age 55, certainly young enough to keep up with her and keep her satisfied, but WHY (even at age 60) did you turn down a woman who wanted to have your kids? From what I remember, you have no biological children of your own.
Are you a commitment phobe? (Please don't tell me you were looking for another hard body III).