Re: What I really think
What you're feeling is the conflict between a long-standing and toxic delusion and a mind that is still too smart to suppress reality and facts completely. It's not the only example around here over the years.
For what it's worth, I don't even bother arguing with anyone who's gone completely around the bend. But for the others, it's important - at least for me personally - to find out if this country is still salvagable.