Get some Help. There are two types of depression, Situational and Clinical. I'd say your suffering from both. Millions of people are in the same boat.

There are all kinds of Meds to help you ease out of depression. They are temporary and are just a tool to help you gain control of your life.

As far as women go I'm not the one to give you advice. I used to get drunk at bars trying to overcome shyness and I'd turn into a word-slurring jerk. Some women didn't seem to mind. I thank God for finding my wife.

I have noticed that Money and looks don’t count for much. Not at least for the type of woman you want to have a LTR with. What is important is Confidence. You need to get yours back. Hell you got accepted at a university. You're young enough to finish if that's what you really want to do.

I believe everything in life happens for a reason. You won’t be able to see it today but in the future you should be able to look back and view these life experiences with the wisdom to see that you needed them.

Hang In there and see a doctor.

Rob