I genuinely 'wish' that we find life there- the difference between you and me is that I know that wishes dont make reality.
Scientific study reveals reality, it requires work and study.
Internet whackjobs invent their reality and deride those that actually know the subject.
Personally, I hope we find life... I also think it would be important to humanity to send humans there if we find life or not. Your ilk tend to paint those criticizing your fantasies as people that are somehow emotionally invested in believing that there is no life on Mars- quite the opposite, we would probably celebrate such a find more than was healthy. We need to see facts of some kind before we go GA-GA, And so far nuts like you and goober have only offered proof of your insanity...