I haven't replied to several of your posts because I didn't want to offend you Raoul.
I didn't know you were agnostic and because you come from a different culture, I don't know how you think. Here in the US, we have all grown up with the same programming and it is easier for discourse.

Faith is personal. One may feel God looking over their shoulder, while others feel "blessed" and/or comforted by something outside themselves. There's a world of difference between those who believe and those who don't.

I'd prefer to have faith, which is outside of myself.
It has gotten me through the darkest of nights.
I have watched people without faith struggle with their demons, and I wouldn't trade places with any of them.