A few years ago I observed that I inverted letters more often as I typed for any substantial amount of time. My mind was thinking of the correct order of letters but my fingers no longer always co-operated in the transfering of the data.

These are polar breakdowns of signal transmission. The data signal has inverted it's polarity for two parts of the signal and the result is inversion. Dyslexics have this occur all the time and not just in the writing of words but their mind already inverts the signals upon recognition. It is quite common and having worked with a dyslexic child I know they see the order differently.

There was a favorite auto repair shop I used for ten years in SoCal, but I use a new one where I am now and 5 out of ten times I will reference the new shop with the old name, even though I am thinking about the new one. This is because "auto repair shop" is stored with a certain frequency. By recalling that data we ask our brains to generate and oscillate with a specific frequency. The name of the old shop is stored with that subharmonic marker and so is the new shop. So in careless conversation or quickly trying to recall a name, one pulls up this signal. As we age our ability to discern the smaller subharmonic signals is compromised. I have had almost a hundred phone numbers to recall over the years and these phantom numbers will also sometimes infringe on the present.

It's not that the data has disappeared, the data still exists in our fields - it is simply our physical body is not able to access the data or access it correctly. So faulty memory, the order of specific events or other things can be messed up. This can already happen to very young people and, in fact, it happens all the time.

When a child is 15 they can hardly remember what they did when they were 11 much less 6, yet their parents remember it quite clearly. Only the strongest memories and basic outline remains for the child. They will actually recover these memories later as they age. Suddenly the small events they had long forgotten will be accessible again. Yet a 30 year old will have a strong recollection of what they did when they were 27 and when they were 21.

When a person reaches very advanced old age diferent things happen. At 96 a person may still recall who they are, but forget certain family members and huge chunks of their later life may be inaccessible. If they are widowed they may even forget they were married, or they may forget that their spouse, parents and siblings have died. They will contrive memories to fill these new perceptions and why they are absent from their lives. They may forget whether or not they have eaten and they may project themselves into the surroundings of which they have the strongest memory. If they lived in an apartment for decades, they may think of their home as an apartment complex. Many oldsters live for the NOW and that now may just have a ten minute shelf life.

Clearly TIME and memories are impaired with the young and the old.

Why?

Well the young are growing. Their brains and access equipment are undergoing construction. Neural pathways that are open one year are suddenly marked "road closed" the next. This is true for many of these early years.

The old are not growing and their pathways are also marked "road closed" because of disrepair and sometimes disuse. And many roads that are open have been diverted to other roads leading to confusion.

Don't feel bad about it or fret about it. It is a normal part of living life while chained to a physical body. The young and old are both handicapped to a degree and that is just the way it is.

Journals may help not just now, but for the future. A diary of events and thoughts can be accessed later and one can "aid" those memories along, repairing faulty memories with objective outside data so that those paths that have undergone scrambling or had been abandoned can be restored. It's never too late to start. When you are 75 you may treasure the journals you make now. For an autobiography such journals can be accessed for relevant details whose frequency access markers have long since been discarded.

Learning and forgetfulness are not meaningless in my world. They have a very precise and specific meaning. Learning IS life. Even forgetfulness becomes part of the learning process and we must embrace it with a positive attitude and seek to understand it, like all other things.

And yes there is no prelude or postscript in my world, only an everchanging now that pulls from the "past" and determines the "future." An everchanging group of fields with their infinite amount of signals that relate to their environment in a state of constant flux.

Swedenborg described "heaven" as a place where your thoughts determine your location and simply by thinking about something you are drawn to it. This is quite accurate. When divested of the physical body, your mind races anywhere - faster than the speed of light. This is why I speak so often of regenerative thought patterns and the value in monitoring one's thoughts. In the future, after we "die", these thoughts we have created in our fields will give these fields certain biases. We will be able to spend more time on thse higher planes of existence when our fields are more balanced and constructively minded. When scarred with lots of lower biases we must return to the physical, are literally "self ejected" from these higher planes and must live yet another life in a physical body, learning to evaluate and engage all that exists around us in a balanced manner.

Yes, almost everyone in the physical body has amnesia of their prior lives and any "time" spent in these higher planes. Only the intuitive memory of such remains. After repeatedly developing certain signals in one's field this data and even the memories can not be completely chained out of the physical plane, even though this plane is not their frequency level and is a lower portion of the same spectra.

Everyone who reads this post will have a certain frequency relationship to it. They may bias it positively, negatively or be neutral to it - but somewhere in their past and travels they have accessed the same data I am relaying here and this post will simply regenerate yet again this data. It may be of no use to many whatsoever right now, but when the cycles converge for them, they will have stored this data in their fields and it will be accessible.

Once your field is weighted towards these balanced thoughts, feelings and expressions one spends more time on these higher planes and only seldom must return to work out some stubborn problem incurred while living lives in physical bodies. Sometimes we make things worse instead of better and we find ourselves with a string of lifetimes instead of working it all out in a single life.

None of us are alone. Even as I write these words I can feel the presence of others who assist me. We all have "guardian angels" so to speak, as we all have acquired certain associations on these higher planes which while we are here we have forgotten. Whenever we express positively and constructively and reach for the very best in our natures, these folks make their presence known because this is their natural state.

Well that's enough for now.

No experience is ever truly lost, ER, even if it is forgotten.

;-)