The future?
One of the absolute hardest things for me to do is think about the future. I have always been *in the present* type thinker. THAT can get one in as much trouble as thinking too much in the past or thinking too much in the future. When one stays pretty much in the here and now all the time issues tend to sneek up on you. You go along and go along...everybody thinks you are okay (including yourself)...then Bada Bing!!!...Enough is Enough!!!!!
Basically, life pretty much sucks. I don't have *an agenda*, but it would seem just about everyone else does, and that is a set up for me from the word get go.