Ever since my granddaughter moved in with me
I started stress eating. I also have snacks for her and it is unbearable at times. I started the *I deserve a reward* mentality again, but writing about it helps me realize what I am doing....sort of. I am 56...I will never date again...I will never have sex again because you know why...I just don't see the need to hold on so tight anymore. I am loosening my grip...or relinquishing.
To what end, staying thinner?
Big fucking deal...as I witness my mother doing nasty things...for THAT????????
I don't want to live to be 86. Jesus...