No worries
I'm wrong to attach labels. I should have said that because of your interpretation it seems to me you do have Christian beliefs not that you are a "Christian" although many people I know would think the difference is splitting hairs.
Believe me Eri, I am in no way threatened by people with diverse and open-minded beliefs as you have. It's when people box themselves into some tight little corner of black and white that you start worrying about how you fit in their world.
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