That took a lot.........
To reveal.
What it does is make us all human. That took a lot of courage to come forward Jody. We all have our demons. Maybe not as severe as yours, but we all have them.....somewhere. And to us, minor things may be monumental.
I would think the SOURCE of that problem that caused you to go bulemic must be found first. Some therapists are able to get you in a light state of trance/relaxation and take you back to your childhood with key words.
I have found the major things in my growing up that hindered my progress or stunted my emotional growth. Identifying them and releasing them are often very helpful.