hyper drive...
That happens sometimes. When we learn something new, we take an evolutionary leap and we often lose friends, even spouses, and the world looks different and we want different things from it. Our reality literally shifts around us - as iof moving from a closed room and step outside seeing things in a completely different scale and perspective.
One finds new friends, new spouses, and we change our relationship with the world and even the entire infinite cosmos.
All perfectly normal.
;-)