If there is more going on under your bed than on top of it, as you suggest.........
Then you really have problems. As for your worry that you are becoming "a princess or something?" is another story altogether. Here I have to quote the entire cast of Seinfeld----"Not that there's anything wrong with it!"
You might want to look into your recent preoccupation with "fair folk (fairies) and becoming a princess. (Not that there's anything wrong with it."
Life is made up of a series of on-going choices and then adjusting to the consequences of those choices. The motor forces behind those choices are an interesting study.
Good luck for the New Year.
Publius
