I can appreciate the time and energy you applied to this Johannes.
It does not work for me. The reason being that I am through trying to figure it out anymore. We do not know the answer...we will never know the answer..and we are not meant to know the answer.
I am attempting to live my life in the here and now...and if I can find peace then I am indeed finding *My* answer.
You keep on searching, if this is your quest. Do not let anyone deter you. Your answers lie within yourself.
Thank You for sharing
