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My story

Thank you Art...so much...and even though you and I are polar opposites, I am bound and determined to find a common ground with you because I value you and what you have to say.

I began my spiritual journey when I was VERY VERY young. Because of my youth, and my upbringing, I did not *openly* question. I was comfortable where I was...I *fit* in . I conformed until I wore out my welcome [in a manner of speaking.] I would coast for awhile and then be lead to the next level of understanding. This has gone on all my life. I have been fortunate in that it was not a bolt of lightening but rather a slow thoughtful reasoned process. I can never turn back my clock. I would never want to. I am so happy and at peace with my gnosticism [that challenges me everyday.] I am up for the task, and it gets easier with each passing day. Change for the better is my mantra and I treasure my truth...because it is for me alone. Everyone else must figure *it* out themselves.
I have never felt out of place in my beliefs..and to be honest..I would consider it an honor to die for them...in front of anyone. I do not fear death..but that is for another time.
I have learned to keep quiet and question...all the while fitting in...not adhering to other's dogma's but fitting in [there is a distinct difference with me.] However I have worked my ass off for this comfortableness.
I perceive you as a searcher with a very strong sense of self. I truly did not realize what you had to go through to get where you are. I have grown...one more time because of you.

I can sit with a Muslim..Christian...Atheist...Hindu..Taoist...Jehovah's Witness and share...
[and as I type this... I just realized that..wow...!!!]

Actually that would be my version of what *heaven* is. Sharing with everyone...but everyone not threatening anyone else's beliefs...listening. I just love that idea. Take only what you need....

I love you fellow Zoner...warts, rants and all..*wink*..and I am so sorry for being an ass....

Jody

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